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Old 16-07-2019, 01:44 PM   #1
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[SERIOUS] My time is near. I just wrote my farewell note

Not trolling, serious.

I feel like I'm going to die soon. Which is all good because I actually contemplated suicide just a month ago. The only reason why I didn't go through was because I chickened out.

A few months ago, I broke up with a girl I love very dearly, lost my job and have some really bad family problems (one of my parents passed away). I felt/still feel so depressed and lost. I just want to die. There's nothing worth living for.

I lost sleep. I couldn't sleep at night. For the last 3 months, I only fall asleep at like 5am/6am and wake up at 9am. As the days go by, I feel that my chest feels tighter and tighter. I think I am going to get a cardiac arrest any time.

I just typed out my farewell note on Google Docs. I will write in on paper later.
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:45 PM   #2
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Please don't go.
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:47 PM   #3
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GPGT

Surely ppl from edmw will reach out and help you

Else, it is juz troll
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:48 PM   #4
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We all will die some day.
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:48 PM   #5
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It's not the end of the world losing a gf and a parent.

There are others who are alot worst than you. Perhaps if you could take some time to take a walkin the pediatric ward in a hospital, or a palliative ward in an old folks home, you will realise just how fortunate you are.
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:48 PM   #6
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Death and loss is part and parcel of life, u will have to accept it.

U can cry but u have to pick urself up, be strong.

U may feel like are alone suffering in pain and agony but rmb there are always ppl worst than u.

Don't give up on life there is much more to it! I wish u the best!
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:49 PM   #7
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go see a doctor
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:49 PM   #8
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:50 PM   #9
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U still have yourself

Many people underestimate this value

Gd luck.
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:50 PM   #10
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You're probably at the lowest point in your life, maybe things can only go up from here?

Your problems aside, if let's say you're experiencing heart-attack like symptoms, don't you want to check it out? I mean the inevitable sweet release of death would be nice but what if you ended up having stroke.
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:50 PM   #11
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Call Samaritans - can seek help
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:50 PM   #12
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jiayou bro

unless you got terminal illness then allowed to die
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:52 PM   #13
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You can't go yet. Your other parent still needs you. You still need to pay tax to gov, you still need to be here in edmw. You still need to be alive becos our population is ageing and we cannot afford to let another young one go.
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:52 PM   #14
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Proceed with care.
Write a will.
Talk to someone close first b4 u decide.
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Old 16-07-2019, 01:52 PM   #15
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