I believe in yin yang balance. For almost three months now, my company expectation of me has always been the expectation of 2 people, and they keep expressing disappointment in me, even though I already work at capacity (they know la, obviously).
I had a tough history. Job search got messed with by this country, just cuz I must be in that category. Then now this company, like not actually really doing business, more like a special needs training academy.
Anyway, I have been practicing religion and constantly improving my energy.
I am confident, I don't even have to worry about becoming a metal cardboard. All these humpty dumpty thoughts are just excessive. Even if still get trashed ultimately, everything will probably return to equilibrium.
Have been going through an emotional rollercoaster for about one month now. Really, this year really 太阳化剂 for 男人 (cannot see the sun, unless really go outside get sunlight).
I firmly believe, effort will equals to reward. Someday, everything will recover to normal, and I can be just like everyone else, able to have stability in my career and my life.
I really don't know why I write this here. Nonetheless, maybe it's 缘分吧.
晚安.
Would like to say, 命运掌握在我们的手中。就算行情可能很乱,我们还是可以调整我们的生活作息,过一个有意义的人生。因为毕竟,时间和资源管理方面在我们控制范围内。
现在,已经不在于标签或者品牌了,而是每一件事情的真材实料。这是九火运的特征,以后会越来越明显。
我相信,someday everything will recover to normal again. It's really that simple.
With that, 我 rant 完了。Thank you everyone for the kind attention.