corneatcob
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Decided that I have to come out of my shell here. I dont encourage ridiculement, neither am I asking for sympathy.
Am turning 23 this year, and yet I dont have a single close friend to laugh with and depend on.
Yes guys, in primary school, was socially awkward to talk to peers. Nobody talked to me, and I wasted 6 years being a loner there.
Then in secondary school and f, became more socially expressive, but felt that I was the third wheel in those groups, it felt really painful trying to socialise with them. Maybe its my communication problems, maybe I unintentionally insulted someone or maybe I looked scary, maybe I dont fit in to their interests, but nobody told me why I was ghosted after graduation days.
In NS, I made a friend but even then after NS, we went to our separate ways, he studied full time and I worked full time while juggling it with part time studies.Therefore, his social circle increases while I, as a loser, continue being lonely until today because interaction is limited at my workplace.
I understand if you are judgemental on my situation here, after all nobody goes through 22+ years without a single proper friend. I'm just wondering what mistakes I made in the past which nobody told me about. I just wish I had someone who can accept me and have the same interests as me.
Am turning 23 this year, and yet I dont have a single close friend to laugh with and depend on.
Yes guys, in primary school, was socially awkward to talk to peers. Nobody talked to me, and I wasted 6 years being a loner there.
Then in secondary school and f, became more socially expressive, but felt that I was the third wheel in those groups, it felt really painful trying to socialise with them. Maybe its my communication problems, maybe I unintentionally insulted someone or maybe I looked scary, maybe I dont fit in to their interests, but nobody told me why I was ghosted after graduation days.
In NS, I made a friend but even then after NS, we went to our separate ways, he studied full time and I worked full time while juggling it with part time studies.Therefore, his social circle increases while I, as a loser, continue being lonely until today because interaction is limited at my workplace.
I understand if you are judgemental on my situation here, after all nobody goes through 22+ years without a single proper friend. I'm just wondering what mistakes I made in the past which nobody told me about. I just wish I had someone who can accept me and have the same interests as me.