[Serious] Sometimes I wonder why tf I got married

[kelvin.wolfbane]

Seriously I keep wondering have I made the biggest mistake of my life. She doesn't help with my situation either.

To be fair, she has her own understanding moments but nowadays I'm having huge problem trying to balance/justified with her bad side.

Everytime we have a fight I will stand at the window and look down. I can't end someone else's one life but I can do it to my own. I attempted once before many years back. The only reason I keep holding back now is only due to me keep telling myself IT'S THE F***ING WRONG THING! and now that thought is driving me to the edge.

Tired. Just too tired.

 

[Lilacorice]

i am jealous of u . i never have a gf b4. marriage is not even in my mind

 

[asdCLOT]

What happen leh bro? I'm about to get married don't scare me

 

[onegoal]

Time to find new love..... Don't jump. New gf will be more exciting.

 

[kelvin.wolfbane]

F***King fight over what I think is a trivial matter. She accuse me of hiding it from her, which I honestly have forgotten all about it

And she doesn't even believe me or want to listen to me.

I really can't hang on any longer. Becoming more and more like a living nightmare

 

[Lilacorice]

she never give u sexy time ?

 

[Uninvited]

err... leave?

 

[kaya123]

You can think of suicide but can't think of divorcing her?

 

[70secs]

How's the sex like?

 

[BuShiWo]

exit the relationship, but please don't exit your life

 

[min0ri]

You got pump your wife before?

 

[Perisher]

TS, you mean suicide?

Call here first
https://www.sos.org.sg/

Anyway, there is a simpler solution if a marriage doesn’t work out. Divorce.

 

[1982-1994]

女 人 是 要 哄 的

 

[banbleh]

To be human is to err.
The only constant is change.
To be a good human, you overcome obstacles, improve yourself and then other's lives. You could be making someone else's day better just by smiling.
Exit your toxic relationship and don't do anything that'll make your parents/siblings/friends sad.

Life can change, life can go on.

 

[kelvin.wolfbane]

I'm still seeing psychiatrist and under AD, so thanks but no thanks I tried many times with those hotline.

Exiting a marriage is more complicated than...

 

[asdCLOT]

F***King fight over what I think is a trivial matter. She accuse me of hiding it from her, which I honestly have forgotten all about it

And she doesn't even believe me or want to listen to me.

I really can't hang on any longer. Becoming more and more like a living nightmare

Money issue of question of cheating?

 

[kelvin.wolfbane]

Money issue of question of cheating?

Money.

Never about cheating

 

[Empyrean Cobalt]

if u can muster the courage to jump, why not muster the courage instead to seek an alternative route like separation/divorce?

suicide causes lifelong suffering and pain to the living ones, like ur close family members and friends, so please think twice

 

[slashershot]

why did u marry her if liddat?

 

[kelvin.wolfbane]

Because she has her fair share of good sides.

Which I'm really struggling to balance now with her bad ones