I turned 30 today. I can't sleep and I don't know what to do either.

[IAmChiobu12M]

Bbfa that are still awake come and talk to me. Today is my birthday but I spent entire day ytd sleeping and crying. And now I'm just lying on sofa looking at my phone photo album and wonder what happened to my life. Everything just seems to happen so fast.

They say you have to like your current self because is everything that you did in the past that shapes your current. But I don't like anything about me today. There is a lot of grief that I couldn't share here and probably not to anyone.

Updates: thank you all for the wishes. Here 1 real shot converted using ai.

 

[1982-1994]

First to post, HBD 30

 

[white_prince]

Congrats! Happy Birthday!
Welcome to the 30s club, then 40s club, then soon 50s club then can start to withdraw CPF.::::
Time will be flying by fast until you dont rem who is milo auntie.

 

[1982-1994]

I'd rather you lose your memory and restart your life afresh

 

[yildun]

If you no sic your sadness then there isn't really much we can do.

Maybe can try talk to the friendly neighbourhood cat?

 

[huihong]

wait til u turn 40, u wont be able to see your birdy when you are standing looking down.

 

[Flipfloppork]

HBD 30 , go watch some dramas and forget , there's only so much u can do ,just appreciate what u have now instead of thinking what u could had.

 

[spunkbrat]

Woke up to pee can’t get back to sleep, wish you H Bday with a contemplative song

 

[IAmChiobu12M]

Congrats! Happy Birthday!
Welcome to the 30s club, then 40s club, then soon 50s club then can start to withdraw CPF.::::

Thank you. But this club got what benefits?

And with sg going downhill I don't believe I can withdraw my cpf already lol. The withdrawal age and criteria only will keep getting higher and harder.

 

[IAmChiobu12M]

wait til u turn 40, u wont be able to see your birdy when you are standing looking down.

I'm a female what bird you talking.

 

[IAmChiobu12M]

If you no sic your sadness then there isn't really much we can do.

Maybe can try talk to the friendly neighbourhood cat?

I hate cats. Sadness that can be shared still got hope. I feel mine is just decades buried grieve that all just imploded with full saturation. There are many things don't make sense and idk how to make sense too.

 

[IAmChiobu12M]

I'd rather you lose your memory and restart your life afresh

I would love too but too bad no such good deal.

 

[IAmChiobu12M]

job toxic can always change de!

Not really about the job and market so bad I guess I'll stay unemployed for a long time.

 

[Nuclear Boy]

There's the number in the banner above... You can give it a try. At least they're most likely trained, unlike us EDMWers.

Happy birthday anyway... I also wonder what's so happy about birthdays, but I guess you can always find a reason.

 

[coolhead]

Bbfa that are still awake come and talk to me. Today is my birthday but I spent entire day ytd sleeping and crying. And now I'm just lying on sofa looking at my phone photo album and wonder what happened to my life. Everything just seems to happen so fast.

They say you have to like your current self because is everything that you did in the past that shapes your current. But I don't like anything about me today. There is a lot of grief that I couldn't share here and probably not to anyone.

Happy birthday chiobu!!!

 

[BlackWing1977]

 

[yildun]

I hate cats. Sadness that can be shared still got hope. I feel mine is just decades buried grieve that all just imploded with full saturation. There are many things don't make sense and idk how to make sense too.

Wouldn't it get more sad when edmwers try to guess the problem in a bid to help cheer you up, then you are like 你们什么都不知道，什么也帮不上。

 

[askxyz]

happy birthday!

 

[titusilvering]

Bbfa that are still awake come and talk to me. Today is my birthday but I spent entire day ytd sleeping and crying. And now I'm just lying on sofa looking at my phone photo album and wonder what happened to my life. Everything just seems to happen so fast.

They say you have to like your current self because is everything that you did in the past that shapes your current. But I don't like anything about me today. There is a lot of grief that I couldn't share here and probably not to anyone.

认命吧。life is like that one. No money no heypi

 

[BBClone]

Happy Birthday!

Time doesn’t move backwards no matter how you wish, only forward.

Imagine you’re 80 years old regretting all that time you wasted; if only you were young and 30 again.

3, 2, 1

And now you are… like magic.