You will regret this decision for sure. You are not the only one. When I was young, no money to buy computers or games. I said the same thing that when I grow up, I will buy all the computers and games. I eventually have more than enough money to buy any computers, any PSx or games I wanted. Alas, I hit the magical 3x in age, and I only buy games and save in my steam or battlenet or ea game account to admire only.
Once you hit certain age, you will lost interest in games. This age varies from person to person but will eventually comes. I am guessing, when we finally grew up, we realized there are more important or relevant things to do than just playing games.