kampong boi
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i guess the first death case is always etched in my memory .
i fell into the guilt cycle (which is common), thinking what I did not picked up earlier or before it happen.
but after a talk with moi frens, i did my best to what Im limited to do in such a situation.
we are all humans afterall, we have a expiry date attached to all of us. if its time for us to go, we have to go ....
means I am in the guilt cycle
I always keep thinking back that I did not train or practice my skills good enough, such that I could have done better to help the person and hence feel like I "caused" him to fail the crucial stage
this one is not old age but injury.



