Dreams & nightmares

[Tsoukalos]

4th Dec 2023 Mon 5.30am

found myself with a group of strangers crossing the road & heading towards a temple on the opposite side. as we were crossing i noticed a monk crossing the road in a hurry out of corner of my eye also but he was like a good distance away.

so after we reach other side, 1 of them in the group pushed the temple doors open like you know a push/pull kind you see in shopping malls but door was brown or orange in colour, just that i found it strange that the temple doors should already been opened.

just as we walked inside, the monk who was crossing the road reached inside as well & started scolding 1 in the group about opening the temple door or something before he stormed off.

then i realized i was with my mother who had appeared out of nowhere beside me. we walked around inside the temple & i showed her some temple souveniors like necklaces bracelets before we walked towards the main hall where it was quite big with usual Buddha there.

my mother wanted to take some pics & moved off to the side & stood in front of a row of Buddha/Bodhisattvas,
she intially stood in front of 1 Buddha but think it was not good position & suddenly she like appeared behind it instead. but problem was there wasn't enoug space for a human to squeeze there cause behind was a wall !

she then placed her hand on Buddha's right shoulder (she was on left side) & I told her not to do that as it's disrespectful... she mumbled something then disappear out of view briefly before appearing again & this time she was holding a seated 弥勒菩萨. both statues btw were dark grey btw.

then without warning she just placed 弥勒菩萨 right on top of Buddha's head & it broke off to the front or side i cannot recall but it rolled off & i got a huge shock. shouted at her to come out immediately & asked what was she doing/thinking !?

my mother mumbled something & asked what now? I said what u mean what now? I have to pay for it of course & i guessed it was at least $700 to $800 or more & she say i got to pay? i say of course u broke it, u surely cannot expect to walk out like that & problem was I told her I didn't have enough $$$ in the dream. to which she again asked how? I said go jail lah if no money what how !? i was so angry that i just suddenly woke up...