zzzzzzz
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And nothing to looking forward to anymore.
At 18 look forward to ord, look forward to starting uni education, look forward to finding a gf, looking forward to graduation, a good job, wife, a bto. Even simple things like looking forward to booking out to play chess.
At late 30s almost 2 decades later, many of the above failed to materalised, except barely graduating with a degree.
Have even lost the mojo to play any chess.
At late 30s, suddenly felt that everyday is a drain, with nothing to look forward to anymore. The aspirations at 18 have evaporated.
Every day just living one day at a time, as if waiting for the day to meet my maker. I don't feel suicidal, but I don't feel like there is anything to look forward to anymore.
who here feels the same?

At 18 look forward to ord, look forward to starting uni education, look forward to finding a gf, looking forward to graduation, a good job, wife, a bto. Even simple things like looking forward to booking out to play chess.
At late 30s almost 2 decades later, many of the above failed to materalised, except barely graduating with a degree.
Have even lost the mojo to play any chess.
At late 30s, suddenly felt that everyday is a drain, with nothing to look forward to anymore. The aspirations at 18 have evaporated.
Every day just living one day at a time, as if waiting for the day to meet my maker. I don't feel suicidal, but I don't feel like there is anything to look forward to anymore.
who here feels the same?