Hi, so i just entered scs and im starting to feel really stressed. I dont have the motivation and i dont want to be a sgt or a commander, sure my ippt is silver and all, indicated interest that i wanted scs back in BMT but the thing is during BMT, i was underweight with a bmi of around 16and still am but somehow managed to pass my FFI and was posted to SCS as a infantry leader and what i know from the courses here requires you to don on heavy load most of the times which adds up to almost more than half my weight and even 3/4 of my weight and i dont think i can sustain throughout found and pro term. During route marches ill get quite dizzy due to the field pack pulling my shoulder back and unable to breathe at most point during marches put still pushed on but suffered recurring lower back pains which i highlighted during BMT but sgts said its normal and i thought so too but the pain just didnt go away till now. I did talk to the encik on day 2 of SCS and i requested to see the MO about my lower back to which he said he will monitor me and "adjust" the load for me which i think its impossible due to SOP. My question is, can i tell him that im not interested in being in SCS + lower back pain and he will OOC me or im stuck here? Im at a lost right now. Is it possible for them to OOC me just for the fact that i dont wish to be a commander + my lower back problem that i experience almost daily?

