@yobyella It's okay, I understand.
And I cannot imagine being in your position
I believe muallafs are a special kind of Muslims and you're a very special kind of person.
حَسْبُنَا اللَّهُ وَ نِعْمَ الْوَ كِيلُ
May Allah grant you patience and guide you![]()
As u know after 9/11, Islam is under pressure and do not view positively in the eyes of the non-muslims. There are cases muallafs were chased out of their homes by their parents. But my mum very understanding. Her motherly love for me is unmeasurable as i am her only son.
