alfonsoyy
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By 61...i am depressed every single day
By 61...i am depressed every single day
Today I go home after work, while sitting on the MRT train feel depressed.
My colleagues were talking about girls and drinking. I BBFA never had girlfriend before never had sex before and never drink before. My colleagues gossiping say this girl from other department damn chio/hot, that girl from that department they managed to talk to her and jio her.. then I sit there just keep quiet. Then deep down I feel damn depressed because I feel like I got no chance at all with any of the girls.
What's worse is I'm about 1.68m only and a lot of my colleagues are taller than me. Then everytime I feel ***** inferior. And I'm not fit also, dont play any sports or activities while my colleagues outside got a lot of activities and sports one.
Then sometimes my colleagues crack some jokes but is making fun of me one, then I just laugh along but deep inside I feel angry and disrespected.
Today I going home that time, while during my walk and during my mrt ride I just keep thinking about all these.. then I feel ***** depressed.
Then I try and console myself, say aiya.. is work only so I just go work collect my pay and fk off, don't need think so much about what colleagues say. But then my whole life, I also had that kind of mentality.. even during my schooling days. Then end up, I am forever alone, no friends, never had a girlfriend before. When I sit on the MRT or walk outside and see so many chio girls I feel dam sad again. Why can't I even get any one of them to be my girlfriend.
Haiz. Just depressed af right now.
are you sweet talker?168cm only? Sorry u got 200k also no girls want u.
If lucky maybe can get indon maid
my friend 168 no problem getting xmmsEven if he got 2 million , he can't increase his height also. height is really one important aspect to be physically attractive for guys.
I rather have only 100k now and be >=1.8m tall then to have >=1 million dollars worth of asset but shorter than <=1.70m.
Money can always find way to earn but height stay forever until you enter the grave.
Today I go home after work, while sitting on the MRT train feel depressed.
My colleagues were talking about girls and drinking. I BBFA never had girlfriend before never had sex before and never drink before. My colleagues gossiping say this girl from other department damn chio/hot, that girl from that department they managed to talk to her and jio her.. then I sit there just keep quiet. Then deep down I feel damn depressed because I feel like I got no chance at all with any of the girls.
What's worse is I'm about 1.68m only and a lot of my colleagues are taller than me. Then everytime I feel ***** inferior. And I'm not fit also, dont play any sports or activities while my colleagues outside got a lot of activities and sports one.
Then sometimes my colleagues crack some jokes but is making fun of me one, then I just laugh along but deep inside I feel angry and disrespected.
Today I going home that time, while during my walk and during my mrt ride I just keep thinking about all these.. then I feel ***** depressed.
Then I try and console myself, say aiya.. is work only so I just go work collect my pay and fk off, don't need think so much about what colleagues say. But then my whole life, I also had that kind of mentality.. even during my schooling days. Then end up, I am forever alone, no friends, never had a girlfriend before. When I sit on the MRT or walk outside and see so many chio girls I feel dam sad again. Why can't I even get any one of them to be my girlfriend.
Haiz. Just depressed af right now.
I have a doormat as a collick right nowDon't be a doormat n let people disrespect you.. why you laugh when people disrespect you?
PLP will put food on table. I have never seen PLP go hungryI have a doormat as a collick right now
a yes man, kanna bullied by subordinates, always por bosses kind, scared to stand up for himself, disrespected by entire office
but
he is married with kids and lives in condo with car
moral of the story?
always PLP and u will go far![]()
Yes... have to decide between food and wealth more important, or respect and reputation more importantPLP will put food on table. I have never seen PLP go hungry
Chiu want girls most important thing is must take initiative and seems confidentToday I go home after work, while sitting on the MRT train feel depressed.
My colleagues were talking about girls and drinking. I BBFA never had girlfriend before never had sex before and never drink before. My colleagues gossiping say this girl from other department damn chio/hot, that girl from that department they managed to talk to her and jio her.. then I sit there just keep quiet. Then deep down I feel damn depressed because I feel like I got no chance at all with any of the girls.
What's worse is I'm about 1.68m only and a lot of my colleagues are taller than me. Then everytime I feel ***** inferior. And I'm not fit also, dont play any sports or activities while my colleagues outside got a lot of activities and sports one.
Then sometimes my colleagues crack some jokes but is making fun of me one, then I just laugh along but deep inside I feel angry and disrespected.
Today I going home that time, while during my walk and during my mrt ride I just keep thinking about all these.. then I feel ***** depressed.
Then I try and console myself, say aiya.. is work only so I just go work collect my pay and fk off, don't need think so much about what colleagues say. But then my whole life, I also had that kind of mentality.. even during my schooling days. Then end up, I am forever alone, no friends, never had a girlfriend before. When I sit on the MRT or walk outside and see so many chio girls I feel dam sad again. Why can't I even get any one of them to be my girlfriend.
Haiz. Just depressed af right now.
i approach them but tio frenzoned/ghosted/or they tell me they got bf alreadyChiu want girls most important thing is must take initiative and seems confident
Chiu got approach them before?
Then I try and console myself, say aiya.. is work only so I just go work collect my pay and fk off, don't need think so much about what colleagues say.