I am a failure. Depressed.

[Shion]

Cant get things right.
Cant take back control.
Cant do things properly.
Cant meet the right people.
Cant make things work in my favour.

Lost my sleep.
Lost my mood.
Lost my appetite.

Fall back to my hobbies.
Unable to feel the same.
Lost my interests with my hobbies.

No mood, no heart to do anything.
Just struggle. Then make more mistakes. Then become my fault. Then thrown under the bus. Pay for other people's problems.

 

[kensk76]

you need magnesium supplement

 

[Laguna123]

I think you need a break from work and go on a holiday. Keep your mind with a fresh perspective.

 

[Lchlch]

Cant get things right.
Cant take back control.
Cant do things properly.
Cant meet the right people.
Cant make things work in my favour.

Lost my sleep.
Lost my mood.
Lost my appetite.

Fall back to my hobbies.
Unable to feel the same.
Lost my interests with my hobbies.

No mood, no heart to do anything.
Just struggle. Then make more mistakes. Then become my fault. Then thrown under the bus. Pay for other people's problems.

Bro, your coy really super toxic.

 

[Lchlch]

I think you need a break from work and go on a holiday. Keep your mind with a fresh perspective.

Bro go holiday no use.
Come back even more stress.
My suggestion is go for mediation retreat in Malaysia.

 

[messidona]

what is your job scope/industry? sounds like burnout and need to change job

 

[Laguna123]

Bro go holiday no use.
Come back even more stress.
My suggestion is go for mediation retreat in Malaysia.

Which part of Malaysia? Cost how much?

 

[messidona]

Bro go holiday no use.
Come back even more stress.
My suggestion is go for mediation retreat in Malaysia.

yes. the last day of holiday already no mood. the night before returning back to work cannot sleep at all and heart will beat like crazy. macam like running 2.4km

 

[rachoon]

you are not alone

 

[The_Davis]

Cant get things right.
Cant take back control.
Cant do things properly.
Cant meet the right people.
Cant make things work in my favour.

Lost my sleep.
Lost my mood.
Lost my appetite.

Fall back to my hobbies.
Unable to feel the same.
Lost my interests with my hobbies.

No mood, no heart to do anything.
Just struggle. Then make more mistakes. Then become my fault. Then thrown under the bus. Pay for other people's problems.

Why no mind line links

@Dragon @Dr.Vijay

 

[1982-1994]

Toxic colleagues and boss

Tiagong job hopping can command 30% more salary ,thank me later

 

[W1n7f1r3]

TS need to seek.medical help immediately else will spiral unknowingly into depression which cud lead to negative consequences

 

[ninelives]

Cant get things right.
Cant take back control.
Cant do things properly.
Cant meet the right people.
Cant make things work in my favour.

Lost my sleep.
Lost my mood.
Lost my appetite.

Fall back to my hobbies.
Unable to feel the same.
Lost my interests with my hobbies.

No mood, no heart to do anything.
Just struggle. Then make more mistakes. Then become my fault. Then thrown under the bus. Pay for other people's problems.

What hobbies? Find new hobbies ?

 

[Lemonkey]

cheers~ no human is perfect.

no one is always right. it's okay to be wrong.

 

[Lifetime warranty]

Entry noted..

 

[Lchlch]

Which part of Malaysia? Cost how much?

I can check for you later.
My friend went for 10 days retreat.
Just came back n he told me he feel fresh ..

 

[XiaoChilli]

Im a failure too. But Im happy

 

[Song Bro]

Ppl will have ups and downs in their lives.
Usually its psychological, but to eliminate the possibility of bodily functions.
Ask yourself when it happens.
For me, I know myself when I cant perform.
It is when I have a headache which wouldnt go away.
Vision will sometimes get blurry. Have an urge to scold anyone in my way.

So for me is - Today got pang sai le ma?
Dun underestimate the power of release, accumulated toxins
in the digestive systems, not clearing them will affect the mood.
I suggest trying the squat style. (Ya, in Bintan, no choice de - but)
Its good for you.
Hope you recover your confidence soon.

 

[tomsss]

well at least you are good at failing....