I don't know
I know bbfa long enough and you'll get used to it completely, and do not need to break the bbfa status
But the moment your heart really goes to someone, you cannot go back to being bbfa again.
Like in my early 30s, I thought its ok, I'll just single for the rest of my life because used to singlehood and the freedom since sec sch days.
But now, I can't. I'll get restless even alone at home and esp during the holiday/festive season like the past 2 weeks, I really want to have the soulmate/partner companionship at home