Hi Both Shifus,
Firstly, thank you very much for putting up with how haphazard and unfocused I have been with my questions. I am just at a very uncertain juncture of my life now and I suppose I just want quick answers and solutions(and also quite afraid of being disappointed with GYM’s response)…However, I went to GYM and asked properly again, following the SOP that was given above. Many apologies in advance for the multiple questions I have asked…I would appreciate loads if you could help me interpret
Q1a) Career
Shengbei Method: Q1) I like the nature of the work I am doing now. However I have been struggling a lot lately. I am not particularly gifted or strong in this area as well. Should I continue putting my focus in this direction when I apply for jobs in the future?
A: Yes
Q1b) Alternatively, should I spread my eggs in different baskets because I haven’t explored other industries?
A: No
I followed by drawing lots and telling GYM the problem I am facing and obstacles to my goals if I want to be in the industry. To sum up - my personality, behavioural tendencies and diminishing focus even though workload is piling (and focus is critical with the work I do, w/o it everything’s for naught). Can I be given some direction for my problem with focus
Lot Given: 90
Note: The first time I went and didn’t follow the SOP clearly - I didn’t wait at the side or ask GYM if she could give me lots, or ask if she had more lots for me, I got Lots 64, Lots 39 in the listed order after getting a yes for first question. Very different nature in the lots I got though…And when I used SB method to ask if I should explore other industries after those 2 bad lots, it is a Yes too and the Lot I got afterwards was Lot 77
Q2) R/S
Shengbei Method: I hope to move on but I am struggling, if I can ever reach out when he’s available, it’s likely going to be a year later earliest. Is he my 正緣?
A: Yes
I followed by drawing lots by telling GYM the problems I face again. To sum up - we have lost contact, he’s not at all interested in me, he’s seeing someone new, I am not emotional available, and liking him makes me feel a whole bunch of uncomfortable feeling that contributes to my existing problems with work that I listed above. Can I be given direction with what I should do now
Lots Given in Listed Order: Lot 58, Lot 48, Lot 81
Q3a) Seeking Forgiveness from GYM
Shengbei Method: I overpromised and overcommitted myself to the deities and am extremely ashamed about it. Can I be forgiven?
A: Shengbei
Q3b) Or am I not deserving of forgiveness because I have been too much an ingrate, it’s just my personality to go to the Gods only when I am in trouble
A: Xiaobei 2 times
Q3c) Is there anything you would like me to do to redeem my mistakes, like remembering this guilt because while I am forgiven, it does not mean that I am absolutely absolved of guilt and mistakes
A: Shengbei
I followed with asking if I could draw lots to seek for direction with how I can redeem my mistakes and it was a No
Note: The first time I went, I actually didn’t get a Shengbei(but I didn’t check if it’s xiaobei or a No cuz I didn’t scroll to that picture). Under the assumption that it was a No, I drew lots and got quite bad lots: Lot 63 and Lot 3 in listed order
Again, I am so sorry for this WOT…(If you guys would like to charge a fee, I totally understand so feel free to let me know via PM)(Although do let me know before replying me so I know how much I am being charged…)
Thanks a lot!!